Yeah, it seems like I disappeared for quite the while again. Over the past couple months I seem to have been going through the works, including a break down which resulted in some therapy and some suggested medication which I refuse to take from time to time. I swear, you talk about certain things to some people and they'll deem you suicidal. However, for whatever reasons, I prefer not to be counted as another statistic.

Even though I do not wish to recall the events of the past several months, I'll say that whatever did take place has left me with a sort of bitter-sweet mindset. Something in semblance to a not so subtle taste left in your mouth after a meal. I sometimes don't know what to think or how to feel about certain things anymore. You could say that I'm floating in limbo at the moment.

Aside from my ambivalent mindset, I guess the summer has done me a bit of good. After all, I did graduate although grudgingly so. Probably not for the reasons you might expect. Less time to think about school, but more time to ponder about my least favorite subject, myself. I'm pretty sure this all sounds like insane gibberish or useless banter and I do apologize.

Enough about matters about my nature. I suppose I should just get going with what really matters at the moment. Even with my trepidation of the times ahead, I still find myself really looking forward to Anime Expo. It's bascially going to end up being the pinnacle of my summer. (The fact that the convention is in a couple of days only serves to heighten my excitement.) Nevertheless, I still have some last minute things to finish before I can really relax.

I promise that the next journal entry will be much more bearable. Sorry about force-feeding you my shit and thanks to those of you who listen. (Maybe I'll see some of you at the con? Don't hesitate to come and say hi. Hell, it'd make my day.)

Over and out. (I'm heading to bed.)